Thursday, January 24, 2008 10:55 PM
stressed, shagged, stressed

it's been one hell of a crazy week!
and i thought i'd never make it through UT4 but i guess i did
consumer psychology is slowly sucking up my energy and brain juices

i think im starting to feel how florence has been feeling
im just never good enough for anyone/myself
no matter how much i effort i try to put in, the results are never good enough for anyone
i feel so pressurized
i feel so stressed
it's so hard to keep this going on

why is it things cant be simple?
why is it there are so many expectations?
everyone has expectations of me and im suppose to fulfill them without a qualm
why cant things be simple?
no expectations
dont pin too much hopes on me
if i happen to reciprocrate then good if not dont be disappointed at me

it's not like i have very high expectations of you?
wait, do i? okay now i really dont know?
enlighten me would you?

i've had enough of people expecting me to do certain things
i wanna be irresponsible, reckless and a stress-free person!

im so worried about fyp ):
im not a people person
and i blunder 3/4 of the time
im a screwed up person
im just not good enough for anyone