Sunday, November 11, 2007 9:21 PM
scarred

Im still quite hurt by the fact that you said friends were more important
I know i said that but, i cant seem to develop a good arguement
I think everyone can see that you're number one on my list although i say that
Maybe this is a wake up call for me
I should do what i preach
Time for a little prioritizing, cause obviously we're not at the same level
If im allowed to and there is the money, i'll go do something good with my time

I know im definitely the person who will succumb to this kind of consequences
And i know im friggin sticky so anyone who wants to tell me that, keep quiet!
My father kept saying repeatly "We're loosing you", all because i come home at 10pm twice a week.
My mother is upset that i keep going out every saturday and sunday

You spent one whole week with your frineds
You'll be seeing them almost the whole of next week as well
You may even be seeing them for dinner today
(My thoughts) Is it too much to ask for you to sacrifice your lunch with them thinking about it now?
Or maybe it's just too unreasonable of me to ask of you

I think i must have been bottling too many things up because the moment one sad thing hits me, it triggers everything like a key and everything just flows out all over again
And then i spend time getting over everything one by one again

On a brighter note, my dad made one funny joke.

dad : im going to be tampines because there will be reporters there
mum : so what? you're going to be on natioal tv?
dad : yeah, maybe
us (melvin and i) : can we go? we wanna be on tv too!
dad : why dont you go take a picture of yourself and stick it on the tv?
everyone : (laughs)
me : i wanna be ON tv!
dad : oh okay lor, paste it ON the tv lah
me : okay fine! i wanna be IN tv! (bad english)
dad : drop your picture in lor!
everyone : (laughs)

sheesh, my dad and he's lame jokes!