Monday, October 15, 2007 2:42 PM
word vomit

My class is getting more and more fun to be around with but i didnt go down with them today as i wanted to try and be more hardworking and do the worksheet. So much for trying to be hardworking and understand, that effort wasnt enough. I feel stupid today, hahas. Im bored. Im sad. Im not in the mood for studying today. Dont know why? I guess that attempt to pon made me loose my momentum, my drive to go to school. I feel so dead now, hahas. I really wanna thank Razi and Jake for constantly helping me understand my work. Although they confuse me like hell lots but they really help me to understand my work and they provoke my thoughts. (: Good teachers!

The whole of last week was trash. I pray that this week's not going to be like that if not i think i wont be able to take it. Too many disappointments in a row will make me go bonkers! The weekends were bittersweet up to the part where my cousins and brother just pissed me off by not taking my opinion into account. They totally ignored me so i just walked out on counter strike. Fortunately there were people who actually noticed and cared but for those who didnt, it'll just remain etched in my memory.

This is why i dont want you to compete too often. Luckily it's just residual pain. What happens if it's worse than that? Never mind, im going to keep quiet like i said i will. There's no point in saying so much either, you dont listen to what im saying.

melvin : your chest says 'ego'
brian : no, it says 'mr grumpy'
everyone : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS

The jokes and conversations were hilarious and full of laughter. The cousins visit was enjoyable up to the last point.