Sunday, September 23, 2007 10:03 PM
maxed out

My "imgoingtodiebecauseihavesomuchworktodoformyppandimonlystartingnow
becauseivebeenlazy" worrisome state is getting to me. I've realised that i've been lazy and havent started on the project earlier. Hence all this anxiety sets in. It's my fault for being a procrastinator! Now i have one month and one week left. It's down to interviewing. Michelle, Michelle, lucky you have such great parents who are always around to bail you out, if not you'll just die. I had better learn from this lesson and buck up for the upcoming FYP if not i can just slap myself dead. I hope i can tide through this one though. After hearing my dad speak and his inquisitive mind take action, all of a sudden i feel that my questions have a lot of loop holes and many areas for improvement. One thing, my dad is super smart. Oh man! Okay, i can do this. Just put my heart and soul to it and i know i can do it.

Another thing, i think i wont be able to make it on wednesday. My parents have been complaining about too many "activities" going on just when school's just started. D: Wells, i guess if i want to do well for my professional profiling, some things have to be compromised. They arent too happy that i've been coming back home late and not studying enough. Yes, i think this time i should try to listen to what they have to say. If not i'll end myself up in another "PP case". They are after all my parents and rich in experience?

So many things to be done, so little time. Time and tide waits for no man. And i totally agree to that statement. Back to concentrating on bucking up for my work. It's time i set my priorities right. (not that i'll sacrifice the other priorities) I still have to do the video, poster, my PP, swim and study. Aahhhh, this is draining all my energy. If i had my PP out of my way a long time ago, i wont be like this. Okay i'll stop complaining and start working on it.

And the never ending zits that are popping out. Oh gosh! Is it because im stressed or is it because my face is forming a resistance towards my pimple cream. Oh shit! Nothing's been going smoothly for me. Maybe it's a spiritual thing. I'll work things out. On the bright side, i managed to borrow two books which i've been eyeing since last year. But whether i have the time to read it is another thing. Bahhh. "somebody save me"

Year 2 Semester 2 is no joke okay. Don't play play!