Wednesday, June 13, 2007 12:44 PM
sweet misery

how could you go by happily knowing that your happiness was at the stake of my misery?
how could you be so cold blooded?
saying this is the only way out for the both of us is bullshit, if it is, then why is it you can find other solutions with your two other beloved people? oh wait, because you had feelings for them before?
is that another excuse you are gonna cook up to convince yourself?
i cant believe what kind of person you have turned into
if you think this is the solution well then i tell you, you are so damn wrong.
and if you think this is gonna end like that, let me tell you this is just the beginning of everything.
i warned you this would happen. i said it would take months or even longer.
saying "go on hating me" isnt going to work or take away anything.
oh please this is so not the only solution, if you wanted this friendship as much as i did, this friendship would have lasted, you would have found a solution to it.
havent you heard of the saying "if there's a will, there's a way"?
i bet you've heard of it so many times
you know something, you've just stabbed me a thousand times. what you say will just keep stabbing me over and over again. just to let you know, you arent helping/benefitting yourself very much. im not off your back yet. wanna stab me somemore?
go on, do it! if you are heartless enough you will.
and if you're going to act all heroic about it, i suggest you think twice.