Saturday, June 16, 2007 11:33 PM
crushed

i feel so f-ed right now.
i've a confession to make, whenever i see/hear the words "the clique", i flip.
why? because everyone is just so important to everyone except one person
no one friggin cares about whether i exist or not?
i could walk to school with them and have no one talk to me. hell yeah!
and the word "friendship" now irks me real bad.
even the ones who care about me cant help me because we're not in the same school
hohoho, why even bother to ask about someone when you dont even care please.
i really hate friendships right now
every single problem i have now links to the word "FRIENDSHIP"
im sick and tired of all this. i want out.
i think i should stick to being a loner then i'll have no friendship problems, nothing to worry about exept myself.
it's only a matter of getting used to it

i dont feel like hanging with them anymore
i feel lie a friggin outcast
no one talks to you
no one cares about you
it's a though your not there(:

aizattttt, can i go back to meeting you every morning from now on?

yes it's another one of my rants. im depressed, happy?
i hate it when people tell me to deal with it and i hate it when people tell me to take initiative because i have godammit! i wont be blogging about it if i havent right?