wonder why im up so late?
ireceivedathoughtprovokingRJforbiochemistryandneededalittleextra
timetothinkaboutwhatiwantedtowritesoididntdoitinschoolbutcame
homenanddecidedtodoitbutireachedhomeatnineishsogotdowntodoing
itatelevenishthenscrewedmylaptopandtookanhourandahalftofixit
whentherewasanITwizzinfrontofmethewholetime. DANG!

im not in a very stable mood right now as you can see from the above
my dad contributed to making me feel even more agitated *annoyed look

dont you think i know what time i have to go to bed
friggin 11pm. no one can ever miss it lahh. come on man.
im old enough to know that i have to sleep by eleven so you dont have to keep on nagging at me right?!
and i know all about the itsforyourowngoodnonsense so save it because i understand and i live by your rules alright.
it's not that im being defiant but i need time to fix my laptop problem and write my RJ right?
it's just a little poor coordination today that's all. cant you cut me some slack and stop picking on me.
im 19 but i feel like im 12. maybe you're the reason why i cant grow up eh?
enough of pointing fingers.
it's just one time im doing this, cant you close one eye?
you're very irritating! i know why i must sleep by 11 so just shut it okayy
and stop using that stupid promise to blackmail me because i said i'll be in bed by 11pm not 1030pm goodness gracious!
push me any further and you wont like where this is going
one day i tell you, one day i'll just run away from home.