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Wednesday, February 21, 2007 10:05 PM
struggling, yes! struggling!
ever felt like you made the wrong decisions? ever heard something about you that you didnt wanna hear? ever been pushed into something you really dont wanna do? ever felt you were better off leaving things? ever felt like digging a hole and sticking your head in it? ever felt like a moron? i've been stuggling for way too damn long and im still struggling even though the problem has been settled, something's amiss i know it! and it's not the kind of situations where you say "everything's gonna be fine." because i know it wont be the same anymore i knew i should have sticked to keeping my mouth shut at least i can find comfort in the fact that it'll be okay and things will still be the same i wished i had not listen to that piece of advice now i know things are no longer gonna be the same no matter how many times you say "i wont let anything change.", i know it will that's the sad part of telling the truth he's no longer going to talk to me like before or care about me like before best part of it is that i look stupid and selfish i was pretty affected by 3 things yesterday and i still am looks like my bad mood is here to stay michelle left today that dampens my mood a whole lot more i didnt even get to say bye i called yesterday night and this morning but she didnt call back? i need to talk to her badly! oh wells, no one will be able to understand me right now one song to express it all the used : all that i've got so deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me off guard, red handed now im far from lonely asleep i still see you lying next to me so deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me i.. i need something else would someone please just give me hit me, knock me out and let me go back to sleep i can laugh all i want inside i still am empty so deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me i... i'll be just fine pretending im not im far from lonely and it's all that i've got i'll be just fine pretending im not im far from lonely and it's all that i've got i guess, i remember every glance you shot me un-harmed, im losing weight and some body heat i squoze so hard i stopped your heart from beating so deep that I didn't even scream f me, i.. i'll be just fine pretending im not im far from lonely and it's all that i've got i'll be just fine pretending im not im far from lonely and it's all that i've got and it's all that i've got yeah, it's all that i've got it's all that i've got it's all that i've got it's all that i've got! so deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me so deep that i didn't even scream f me i'll be just fine pretending I'm not im far from lonely and it's all that i've got i'll be just fine pretending im not im far from lonely and it's all that i've got and it's all that i've got yeah, it's all that i've got
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