yesterday due to certain circumstances, people kept venting their anger on me
and the 2 famous people are, my brother and angie
i dont know why but my brother was venting his anger on everyone around the house especially ME
he has a major major attitude problem and everyone around the house cant stand him
soon, everyone is not going to speak to him
for instance, yesterday, i just kept quiet whenever he spoke
as for the other incident, angie was pissed at her desktop and limewire, hence she vented her anger on me
i was cranky, trying to keep quiet and not show my annoyance to anyone and VIOLA! someone had to push my patience
and that stupid NORTON ANTIVIRUS didnt want to install properly
so many things were testing my patience but i just kept quiet and tried to swallow it all
i succeeded in keeping quiet but i have to let out my emotions over here as it's not in my nature to bottle it all up

and one thing that can really annoy people is "becareful what you wish for"
like angie for instance, she wished that people would take notice of her and she'll stop being invisible
but look what happened?
it landed her with many problems she have to help people settle
and thus, making her neglet old friends and welcoming new friends
i think it really is true, becareful what you wish for, because in the end, this is what you get
hmmms, maybe i should reflect on that phrase too (:(:(:

I HAVE A NEW SONG LIST!
hillsongs : at the cross
matt garner, chad blondel/youthalive : cant live a day
mary sampson : king of majesty
damien basset : perfect king
jason and lara : say you love me (it started with a kiss show) [if cannot then put jason alone or lara alone to search?)
lara : kao jin yi dian dian (it started with a kiss show)
jue dui superstar 24 hao : number one

nothing very special today, same old
but i had to skip cell group as we were going to buy blankets
since it's my blanket i must make it a point that i choose it, if not what if i fuss about it being uncomfortable? (:
right?

this class outing thingie is getting a little messy, hmmmms
hope that we can come to a conclusion

school tomorrowwwww
how boring, hahahas
i've got no motivation to go to school
my brain is totally fried, nothing left in the right, nothing right in the left :DD

"cause i know my GOD saved the day
and i know his word never fails
and i know my GOD made a way for me
gonna be alright"