Saturday, January 27, 2007 11:07 PM
she's embarassed

i was buying food for 2 family members at this hawker centre near my house a few days ago
just as i was exiting the hawker centre, i missed a small step and tripped
I WAS WEARING THIS MINI SKIRT!
boy was i embarassed, i caught myself but i bent down so low that i think everyone say it lah!
*runs and hides face

my RJ is still left hanging
i wonder if there is a deadline to it?
the websites doesnt say anything though? hmmms
the question is not easy either; ontop of that i forgot what they talked about *racks brain
"You are a journalist forced to make an ethical decision. Tell me what would be going through your mind and how would you make your final decision on what to do?"
think think think! (:

IT'S SO BORING TODAY
no happenings, just ate at home all day
such a bore
but i did watch 'the cheetah girls 2'
there was this really cute guy
i'll try to find his picture and post it up :D:D:D
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2 is coming up i think
whoohoo!

i figured something out
since what angie wants is space, i'll give it to her
since she says she wants a friendship and not want anyone to expect anything from her
so im going to give her the friendship she asked for
but, just becareful what you wish for, that's all i can say
because somehow i have a feeling that.. okay nevermind that
she wants space i'll give her space
she wants people to stay away from her as far as possible, if possible forever, i will
she wants only fadz, kim and joan, okay!
that's the only people she ever wanted anyways
i wont call her, i'll let her call me
i wont talk to her, i'll let her talk to me
i wont ask her out, i'll let her ask me out
everything is her call
since she is so _ _ _ _ _ _ _, i'll let her be like that
you ask for it and you complain about it
i see that history is going to happen again

"but more of disappearing for the time being.
till i want to see whoever.
maybe till then i would have lost everyone already.
true friends? cant wait?
hmmm, maybe not so true after all."
true friends cant wait, not so true after all?
maybe they were true but it's due to the way you are treating them?
seeing them when you want to and when you like, have you thought how they will feel?
it's like treating them like trash
how you expect them to stay true to you?
be more ethical and think properly
i dont mind saying this because my opinion never counted anyways
only fadz, kim and joan's opinion counts to you
so whatever

and as for the grace thing, i know she's different, but so what? does that change the fact that she hurt you so deep? does it?
does it erase all that she has done to you? does it?
you are letting those people who got angry over her down

i've said my piece

"im walking away
from the troubles in my life
im walking away
to find a better day"
"too little too late"

im gonna sing some songs now :DD


this song so describes my feelings for red lah

JESSE MCCARTNEY : JUST SO YOU KNOW
i shouldnt love you but i want to
i just cant turn away
i shouldnt see you but i cant move
i cant look away

i shouldnt love you but i want to
i just cant turn away
i shouldnt see you but i cant move
i cant look away
and i dont know how to be fine when im not
cause i dont know how to make a feeling stop

just so you know
this feelings taking control of me
and i cant help it
i wont sit around, i cant let him win now
thought you should know
i've tried my best to let go of you
but i dont want to
i just gotta say it all
before i go
just so you know

its getting hard to be around you
there's so much i cant say
do you want me to hide the feelings
and look the other way
and i dont know how to be fine when im not
cause i dont know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

this emptiness is killing me
and im wondering why i've waited so long
looking back i realize
it was always there just never spoken
im waiting here.. been waiting here

[Chorus]