Tuesday, January 09, 2007 9:02 PM
parents!

PARENTS! you just dont understand them do you?
well at least for me i dont understand my dad

basically these are the minimal requirements to make him happy;
01. bathe before 7pm
02. sleep at latest 1130pm

the reason why he wants me to sleep early is because he doesnt want me to fall asleep in class
but then today he said this
dad : i want you to sleep at 11pm
me : why?
dad : because you are always sleeping when i come home (7ish pm)
me : it's because im tired from school plus the travelling mah
dad : that's why i want you to sleep earlier
me : i dont want. mom can you please tell dad
mom : could you at least take a shower before sleeping and all instead of sleeping just like that? (tells me nicely)
me : yeah i took a shower already, can you smell my hair?
mom : okie, then sleep earlier
me : WHY? i sleep at 1130pm dont fall asleep in class and wake up on time, i fulfil the purpose of sleeping early, can i not sleep at 11pm?
mom : then dont sleep in the evening
me : but im tired after school and the travelling, you ask them to situate the school nearer or you ask them to have shorter hours of school?
dad : this wouldnt be a problem if you got into sajc
me : *silence

i mean i listen to everything they say
i dont fall asleep in school and all
why do i have to sleep earlier?
as long as i sleep on time and wake up on time and dont fall asleep in class doesnt that fulfil the purpose?
so unreasonable
i was trying so hard to let my father see that my good attitude wouldnt change even after i got my handphone
but after this, i broke it for the first time
i dont want my father saying that im a sucker, being good just because i want something
that is not the case
but he has to be reasonable correct?
i mean, i fulfil the purpose shouldnt he go easy on me?
he totally hurt my feelings, not like he cares anyways
i feel kinda sad that his mentality is such *sighs
cant he just let me prove him wrong for once?

this unknown person is either playing a joke or he is just a plain coward
next time you wanna say something make sure it serves a purpose if not dont say it at all because then it'll be labelled as RUBBISH which means that it doesnt have to come out of your mouth (:
whatever it is, im not ever going to entertain such nonsensical stuff if the person even knows the meaning of NONSENSICAL


ALL AMERICAN REJECTS : IT ENDS TONIGHT
your subtleties
they strangle me
i can't explain myself at all
and all the wants
and all the needs
all i don't want to need at all

the walls start breathing
my mind's unweaving
maybe it's best you leave me alone
a weight is lifted
on this evening
i give the final blow

when darkness turns to light,
it ends tonight
it ends tonight

a falling star
least I fall alone
i can't explain what you can't explain
you're finding things that you didn't know
i look at you with such disdain

the walls start breathing
my mind's unweaving
maybe it's best you leave me alone
a weight is lifted
on this evening
i give the final blow

when darkness turns to light
it ends tonight,
it ends tonight.
just a little insight won't make this right
it's too late to fight
it ends tonight,
it ends tonight.

now i'm on my own side
it's better than being on your side
it's my fault when you're blind
it's better that i see it through your eyes

all these thoughts locked inside
now you're the first to know

when darkness turns to light
it ends tonight,
it ends tonight.
just a little insight won't make this right
it's too late to fight
it ends tonight,
it ends

when darkness turns to light
it ends tonight,
it ends tonight
just a little insight won't make this right
it's too late to fight
it ends tonight,
it ends tonight

tonight
insight
when darkness turns to light,
it ends tonight