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Monday, December 11, 2006 8:51 PM
traditional christmas carols no more!
i've just heard the worse news of the year i've been waiting for this trip to happen since it ended last year and now it's off this is so disheartening! *sulks sulks sulks ): like WHAT THE _ _ _! i know the reason why; it's because gong gong's going to move to tropica and after moving he'll be tired, if we all go up to kl then he'll want to go because that's where all the fun is and he'll drag poh poh up to kl with him i mean i understand but im sad because this year's christmas has no christmas carols, no kl cousins SULKS SULKS SULKS! mom didnt even ask about how i felt or prolly in any case didnt really bother i guess brian! this stinks! i wanna go shopping with you and megan! went shopping today with denise (: got really really nice bottoms jeans, a skirt and shorts wokay this sounds stupid but my auntie paid for the shorts and she wants to wrap it up, so i wont get to wear it till christmas what the _ _ _ again! by the way, the shorts are $29.90 then i buy for what?! aiyah whatever lah my mom gave me money to buy denise something for christmas and erms, she chose this bag which was $42.90 but the lady gave us a discount so it's $38.60 now the thing is that every christmas it seems as though i put alot of thought into what suits her and what present we should get her but for my christmas present i always seem to get something that doesnt really suit me unless i get to choose it and every single year, she always gets what she wants for christmas, and i feel the pinch for my mom of course i just feel the pinch that's all that im bothered about i know she cant spend the exact same amount that i do but still.. i feel annoyed at times that my presents dont come by through lots of thought and what suits me it's like aiyah whatever lah, just get her something will do! call me petty or stingy or whatever, but im sorry, i've been feeling this way for years, and it's time to let it out i do feel bad about having these thoughts all these negative thoughts striked me all at once just now i was telling my dad about it and once again he shut me out and made me feel bad about having these thoughts all i wanted was for him to listen to what i had to say, get it out of me and that's it instead he succeded in making me feel worse then ever im so annoyed at this fact to top it up, my mom ignored me when i went into the room to say hi to her and when she finally noticed me i couldnt be bothered to talk to her anymore so now im in the lousiest mood tuesday : nothing wednesday : vivo city with angie thursday : sign up for basic theory + BAPTISM friday : ben&jerry's date with the 4 people and angie read before you assume (: i need happiness in my life now!    denise's christmas present
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