Saturday, December 23, 2006 12:33 AM
good news and bad news

wokay, so the good news or the bad news first?
normally i would choose the bad news so that later on the good news can comfort me (:

bad news
my dad's choosing the phone model for me

good news
im getting a new handphone

good news is equivalent to bad news right in this case?
im feeling confused, am i surpose to be happy or not? HMMMMMS;
i asked my dad if he could let me choose the model, i think he's thinking about it
oh lord, please please let my dad allow me to choose my own phone, please please

on a brighter note, my mother bought me my gossip girl books
there were 4 that i wanted to buy because of the new book that came out, it made it 4
but then after seeking my mom's opinion i bought 3 instead
it was one of those set kinda thingy :D:D:D
ohmygosh then we walked on and as we were about to head home we came across GIODANO
and then we saw this nice sweater cum shirt
at first we thought as members we only had 10% off so it wouldnt be worth it buttttt there was a 40% storewide sale
so in the end mom felt it was worth buying; and besides that she saw this rack where there was 50% off
i got one brown tanktop and they said if you buy another one you'll get both at $10 or something like that, so why not?
i bought a black one too

ALTOGETHER i think my mom was trying to make it up to me
first because of the job and money issue, second because she made me wake up at 10+ to go christmas shopping with her
i also felt bad for showing her a black face but still i was angry

p/s MICHELLELOSHUMEI, i saw the this eeeeeyore at takashimaya toy section, the one that i want, no clothes on one
please please please. i promise i'll get you something you like, besides it's a cheap present; $12.90? it's very cute and pretty!
can?? XD


speaking about my brother it just makes my blood boil
recently he has been pretty nasty to me not because i havent been nice to him
and this is what he said infront of my parents
"if you are giving towards someone, you dont EXPECT the person to give back to you right?"
then my mother replied "you cant keep taking all the time and not give at all!"
i was so pissed when i heard that, it's like he's so mean, expecting me to be so nice and he doesnt care about how i feel or bother being nice to me at all *hand gesture
and i have been very giving towards him recently, i havent been mean or anything
for that he treats me like this?
my father shouted "you both dont talk to each other!"
*hand gesture again
i feel like telling my brother beep*123 man! arghhhhh
*rolls eyeballs
so annoyed, im not going to attempt or trying being nice to him ever
reason being, he takes advantage of my kindness, he doesnt treat me nice at all and he doesnt deserve my kindness
fullstop, end of story, it reminds me of face down again! and 20 hour drive

do you feel like a man when you push her around?
do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
well i'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found

will you ever learn that there's more to life than helping yourself?
will i reach out my hand and stop you from falling, which starts this over again?