Tuesday, December 26, 2006 6:02 PM
disappointment

i think disappointment is worse then being sad?
dont you agree with me? *wonders

2 things that disappointed me today
considering the fact that christmas has been over and i havent gotten my new phone, makes me disappointed that my dad didnt keep his word
and i cancelled on denise to go out for dinner tonight as my parents told me and they didnt allow us to go in the end

annoying i must say
my mom hinted to my dad to walk into courts to get me a handphone but my dad rejected the idea
im really disappointed
prolly by the time school starts i wouldnt even have my new phone
so im guessing when my dad said my performance had been good and i'll get my present it was another ticket to WAITING longer?

michelle said the exact same thing my dad said that time
"you've already waited so long, what's a few months more?"
a few months makes a lot more
it means more disappointment, dying out of the desire of motivation of waiting
you die out of motivation to wait for it anymore, you wont want to be good anymore, you would rather get it yourself
i've waited 1 year altogether now? or was it less? i cant remember
but then again, you're not me, you wouldnt understand how i feel

the dinner thing was purely a waste of my time, i could have done something more productive with my time now
whatever it is, im not in a good mood now
dont pester me