Thursday, December 07, 2006 7:23 PM
disappointment!

once again disappointment kicks in
i dont mean to be a bitch and all but..
it's like you always blog and thank other people but you never blog about me
not even thank you michelle in your blog
and it just rambles on about other people
BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH
now i feel that whatever effort you have put in, you just ruined it all
because of one thing
it just makes me feel, your body is set to putting in an effort, but you are just forcing your mind/heart to think that way
it just makes me feel that all the so called sincerity you used to put back our friendship together is wasted
forget it, im used to it
im used to getting disappointed
i shouldnt have made an effort to even get tou something
i think i even bought the wrong thing
to think i was willing to spend $58 on your birthday present
lucky i didnt
prolly the words thanks wouldnt even come out on your blog
dont talk to me, im angered