Monday, November 20, 2006 11:22 PM
i want a NEW PHONE!

cognitive is no longer cock-nitive because of the relief facilitator BUT!
next week it'll be cock-nitive again because our dear LESLIE WILLYWONKA KANG comes back *sulks

today is so depressing lah
i dont know how long i have to wait for my OVERDUE birthday present :(
see i asked my dad "can i have a new handphone by christmas?"
and he replies "i'll think about it"
can you imagine how i felt?!
my mind was saying 'i still have to wait?'
i dont think i can take this anymore
it makes me damn demoralised and depressed everytime someone says "michelle, do you live in a cave?" or "that was my first phone."
they say that to comfort me
and im like mouth hanging open and totally speechless
everytime someone brings this up it's such a sore topic for me
and moreover, it makes me think about how my phone dropped into water and how long i have to wait for another one
just thinking about this and the duration to how long i have to wait alone can make me cry
PERPETUALLY! im not kidding. it's either i turn moody or cry.
I HATE IT when i have the money to buy it but i cant
i cant stand it anymore
if i dont get it by christmas, i will work to buy it (:

so after looking at so many blogskins, i settled for this one :D
beats all the others which i had and i do like the veronicas but not CRAZY about them
im gonna go catch some sleep, niters! (:(:(: