Tuesday, September 05, 2006 1:40 AM
I HATE MY FATHER!

IM DAMN PISSED AT THIS POINT OF TIME!
IM DAMN HELL PISSED!
excuse me for my language.

I HATE MY FATHER!
I HATE THE RULES THAT HE SETS!
I HATE THE FACT THAT HE WONT GET ME A COLOUR PHONE!
and why so?
because he wants me to have a HOLISTIC CHARACTER. like what the hell is that??!!
what has it got to do with my phone?
everytime someone asks me what phone i am using i go, err.. nokia 8250?
EVEN MY COUSIN HAS A MOTOROLA RACER!
my grandpa bought it for her! what the hell!
IM THE ONLY ONE WITH A NON COLOUR PHONE!
when was i suppose to get it?
MY BIRTHDAY!
which happened to be a month ago!
whao! why didnt i get it?
because i was talking on the phone WAY PAST bed time! which is what time? 11pm!
whao! SO late!
and also because i wasnt in bed by 1030pm
that rocks eh?
doesnt life just get better and better
and when i was using the phone secretly
my dad caught me and asked for me to give him back the phone
followed by "im very disappointed in you."
ARENT YOU ALWAYS?
you never allow me to do anything!
you set such high expectations which NO ONE can reach and then YOU disappoint yourself!

what are the restrictions and rules you ask?
let me list them out for you!

1. be in bed by 1030pm
2. lights off by 11pm
3. bathe before 7pm
4. no talking on the phone at night
5. internet connection goes off at 1030pm
6. no coming home late
7. come home before 7pm
8. no staying at chalets
9. no rollar blading
10. no this no that

everything that comes out from your mouth is a NO
you gave melvin(my brother) an MP3 for his birthday and he aint any better then me
did he change his foul temper like he promised?
did he change his attitude like he promised?
NO! i can answer that for you
and for that he deserves an MP3 and i cant even get a handphone considering im not a BIT like him?

HANDPHONES ARE A SORE TOPIC TO ME! DONT TALK TO ME ABOUT IT. THIS APPLIES FOR EVERYONE.

i can bitch about this all day and never stop
from the rules to the restrictions to the handphone
because i cant get my handphone due to not performing up to your expectations or not being able to follow 2 rules in precise! sleep at 11pm and no talking on the phone late at night!
i can wake up early like you want me to. but why cant i sleep late.
after all it's a holiday and why cant i enjoy it?
if i have to sleep at 11pm then what difference does it make then compared to a school day?
no difference! then i'd rather go to school then
stay away from you
how many teenagers can you find out there like me?
those who are actually still listening to their parents?
or rather those who live under these restrictions and follow rules?

I HATE YOU FOR BEING BIAS!
i dont care what you say. i still think you love melvin more then me.
WELL YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU DISAPPOINT ME TOO!
my present is 1 month due!
i dont think you care. all you care about is me making you happy before i can get the phone.
BUT DID IT OCCUR TO YOU HOW DIFFICULT IT IS TO MAKE YOU HAPPY?
do you? i guess you dont!
you dont ever care about how i feel
lastly, i hate my life!