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Friday, September 29, 2006 9:13 PM
i feel so demoralized.
hello people. i feel so demoralized now! *sulks i got a C for my enterprise this is such a bad start for the first week of school can! sighs. i emailed the facilitator. i mean honestly speaking although for my presentation i didnt present much but in actual fact i did contribute a fair bit to the presentation you know i discussed with the team the fmt and the worksheet and i planned the flow of the slides in the presentation come on lah that's totally sterotyping if the facilitator didnt see what i did as a whole compared to just presenting maybe im not pushing myself hard enough i need to push myself harder to try and get no less then a B for my daily grades and also to salvage this, i must do well in my UTs i wanted to try and do better so that i can oush my lousy gpa of 3.1 to at least a 3.5 or a 3.6 sighs. looks like it's gonna be tough *sulks again i need instrinsic motivation! can someone be so kind to provide me with that? i have exstrinsic already oh wells; i have to go talk to chee ping now; catch up with him a little. i shall blog tomorrow. ((: "cause you had a bad day you're taking one down you sing a sad song just to turn it around you say you don't know you tell me don't lie you work at a smile and you go for a ride you had a bad day the camera don't lie you're coming back down and you really don't mind you had a bad day You had a bad day" i shall leave you all with a song i love <3 BUSTED : CANT BREAK THROUGH i hate when you say i don't blow you away i can't break through that way our friends told us we wouldn't last for the week i guess they think that im a freak they hated my blue streak i cant control this why does it feel like it's raining in my head? i don't understand why are you always complaining about me you don't even know who i am don't think i wanna know you im tired of running after you i won't send you a sorry card cause i don't need you i've given up and never reminisce i found a way of getting over this i let go in everyway cause i don't need you i feel that it's time for me to draw the line (i know that i'll be fine) without your bitching cause everyday i become a little less numb like I don't even know you why does it feel like it's raining in my head? i don't understand why are you always complaining about me you don't even know who i am don't think i wanna know you im tired of running after you i won't send you a sorry card cause i don't need you i've given up and never reminisce i found a way of getting over this i let go in everyway cause I don't need you don't think i wanna know you im tired of running after you i won't send you a sorry card cause i don't need you i've given up and never reminisce i found a way of getting over this i let go in everyway cause i don't need you cause i don't need you don't think i wanna know i've gotta go before i go crazy i let go in everyway cause anyway, i know that you hate me don't think i wanna know i've gotta go before i go crazy i let go in everyway cause anyway, i know that you hate me don't think i wanna know i've gotta go before i go crazy i let go in everyway cause anyway, i know that you hate me
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