Saturday, August 05, 2006 2:40 PM
BOREDOM BOREDOM.

hello. (: im dying of boredom. so B-O-R-I-N-G. wells there was surpose to be entertainment.

CONVERSATION BETWEEN MOM AND I.
mom : you wanna go out after lunch?
me : where? for what?
mom : shopping. i havent bought you a birthday present
me : buy a handphone?
mom : that one is from your dad. you havent passed the test yet
me : oh. then i.ll wait for the handphone then.

so there. i turned entertainment down. it.s gonna be a decade before i can get my new handphone. sore topic. i think im starting my porridge diet today. hmms. should i have it for lunch or dinner? i think dinner would be better right? WOKIE. :D gonna go running today. i think im gonna change my routine. im gonna run up steps and do sit ups. and oh yeah push ups too. IM FAT!! hurhurs. how many levels ah? and how many times ah? i go ask momma wong. ((:

something small happened yesterday. something really teenie weenie that i dont have to blog about it. but im still a little sore about it. yep.

i said thank you to din for the birthday wish already. he thanked me and just stopped there. he didnt say anything more. so yeah. i talked to him ah. dont say i didnt.

brian mok di xian!! problem!! i dont knoe if my mom is going to hong kong anot? aiyohs. i so wanna go to kl !! but it.s her birthday so im letting her decide. i wanna go rock climbing, shopping and hang with you!! I SO WANNA MESS WITH YOUR DRUMS!! i still havent finish recording you playing a drumb beat for me. hmms. maybe i.ll come up during august. better then not going eh?

things are happening so fast that i dont knoe weder to believe it anot? i dont knoe if the feeling is genuine. but i knoe that my feelings may have changed a little. i no longer feel the same way as i did at first. should i go or not? im still deciding. aiyohs. what if im some last minute thing. hahas. i will laugh my ass off if i am. but at the same time. this is a good time to get to knoe another person. AIYAH. i dont knoe lah.

KASEY CHAMBERS : NOT PRETTY ENOUGH
am i not pretty enough
is my heart too broken
do I cry too much
am I too outspoken

dont i make you laugh
should I try it harder
why do you see right through me

i live, i breathe, i let it rain on me
i sleep, i wake, i try hard not to break
i crave, i love, i've waited long enough
i try as hard as i can
i laugh, i feel, i make believe it's real
i fall, i freeze, i pray down on my knees
i hope, i stand, i take it like a man
i try as hard as i can