Sunday, July 23, 2006 5:38 PM
WOULDNT IT BE NICE IF THE WORLD WAS CADBURY?

hurhur hurhurs. :DD admit it meiling!! i totally freaked you out when i said flour and eggs. hohoho. but the best has yet to come. you.ll see you.ll see. :D anyways. i baked double chocolate cookies today. (: with the help of my mommy + betty crocker. BUT im not totally satisfied with it yet. i wanted the outside to be crispy and the inside to be chewy. but i feel that the outside is a little bit harder then i wanted it to be. heh hehs. went to church today with michelle!! apparently she didnt go for the west coast thingie with ym. im sucha bad christian today. instead of listening to pastor wendy preach. i was talking to michelle in between about jeremy. and also she was telling me about how angry she was about those 3 malay girls. they really stepped on her last nerve man. hurhurs. uhuh. and today is denise's birthday. HAPPIE BIRTHDAY!! there was a little complication at the start. thinking that denise may not have any plans for today. i called her up to make plans. but she was still sleeping at 9+ (on my way to church). auntie carol said she.ll get denise to call me back. and that.s where complications arose. auntie carol asked denise to choose.

CONVERSATION BETWEEN DENISE AND AUNTIE CAROL.
denise : if you have plans for me then i will go out with you
auntie carol : who said i have plans for you?
denise : okie then i go out with michelle
- auntie carol shows attitude - she leaves the house - denise cries -

so when i consulted my dad on what to do now? my dad scolded me for injecting the idea of asking denise to go out. my dad says some DA DAO LI.

CONVERSATION IN THE CAR.
mom : the thing is she feels like she is the clown
dad : michelle is that true
me : mom explain what you mean by that
mom : if you dont ask denise you will get scolded by dad, if you ask you also get scolded by dad
me : yes that is true
- silence from dad -

oh wells? i dont knoe lah huh. as long as she enjoys herself lah huh. she.s out with her mom. that.s good. ((: hmms. i wonder what are the things people will do for me when my birthday comes. other then trashing me i dont see what else? im not very important after all. i.ll leave you with these 2 songs. (:

BEN JELEN : COME ON
and finally the silence
looking out, looking back across the sky
trying to find a meaning
knowing that I just left it all behind
still I smell a lingering softness
where did she go, how did she go,
i wanna know i wanna know that
she'll be coming here to me

come on, without you i'll never feel the love inside of me
come on, you know that we belong
come on, come on

thinking back before her
i never knew the meaning of alone
still the flag is feeling foreign
i live the day to escape into a phone
speaking of a world not real then here did she go, how did she go, i wanna wanna know
i wanna know that she’ll be coming here to me

come on.

she's coming, she's coming here to me, im needing
desiring to kiss her now, im living for her
breathing for her, singing for her fairytale


THE CLICK 5 : SAY GOODNIGHT
our seperation has it's faults
but I don't wanna leave it all
so write the letters in teary ink
I just need some time to think
and I just need some time to breathe

baby just say goodnight
i'll be gone tomorrow
baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrowbaby just walk away
you know I can't stay
there's no easy way to say goodbye
so baby just say goodnight

we're in a spell that never ends
the empty hourglass wore me thin
so let the phone do it's workyour voice is heaven
but it hurts
your words are memories
but they burn

baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
baby just walk away
you know I can't stay
there's no easy way to say goodbye
so baby just say goodnight

baby don't say goodbye
baby just close your eyes
and dream, tomorrow's on it's way
so just walk away

baby just say goodnight
i'll be gone tomorrow
baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
baby just walk away
you know I can't stay
there's no easy way to say goodbye
so baby just say goodnight

baby just say goodnight