Monday, June 26, 2006 6:53 PM
IM BITTERSWEET.

hello!! :DD i wore a mini skirt to school. LIKE NO!! but i did anyways. hurhur hurhurs. (: talked to hamzah yesterday night on my handphone till 2am in the morning. i think this is the first time i.ve been so wacky when i talked to hamzah. he needed advice and so i gave him some. HAMZAH AS YOU KNOW MICHELLE IS MADCHELLE SO WHATEVER I SAID DOESNT COUNT OKIE? hahas. im just kidding. XD so yeah. i said why is it you must tell me 2 weeks later? cant you call me and tell me when it actually happens? oh wells. woke up for school today anyways. i went to school with angie in the end. she woke up late. hahas. it was pretty fun. i sprayed my hair blue!! it was okie lah. hahas. we sprayed meiling.s hair with one strip of blue. thank you meiling for accompanying me and making your hair blue like mine. and samanchos too. hahas. ((: that.s was very nice of you both. and zoee helped me spray it. hahas. thank you too. today was a fun day i would propose. we had communications today. yay!! and we had the most interesting way of presenting too. we did a verbal presentation. without power point presentations today. i had fun. except the rowdiness. is that how you spell it? it can be abit demoralising eh. but i was happy with the presentation today lah. wells. over all it was a fun fun fun day. :D was suppose to go home with angie today but then unfortunately she was going home with her friends. so i didnt meet her. but i really needed someone to talk to. oh nevermind. i talked to meiling in the end. one of those heart to heart talks on the train. hahas. (: we went to look at mp4s. i suggested the ipod. i felt the zen micro was a bit too chunkie. hahas.

if you dont wanna talk to me then just say you dont. dont pretend that nothing is wrong. because i can sense it. i dislike people giving me this kind of attitude. i dont mind if you just tell it to me straight to the face. dont get me wrong. im just trying to put it across to you. if there is really something wrong then please come straight to the point and tell me then i will just keep quiet and not pester you. not that i will even if you didnt tell me. i respect your decision. i didnt even wanna tell you anyhting in the first place. i didnt want to let you know what i was thinking at all. all i wanted to do was give you your space and when you wanna talk to me you will. i believed you had your reasons. but i cant take it anymore. i am only human. and i cant take all this nonsense. i cant take people treating me like this. you treat everyone else the same except for me. i have feelings too you knoe. thank you very much.


i hope i can go to school with angie tomorrow. (: lord. i have faith in you. please. answer my prayer.